Memory & Redemption

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A Damaged Mirror

 

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Parashat Lech Lecha: The Covenant of Generations

November 7, 2019 by Yael Shahar Leave a Comment

Through the Covenant of Circumcision we consciously declare that humanity is meant to transcend evolution—history is evolution by other means, just as culture is instinct by other means. Only when human beings become partners with God in their own creation, do they become truly human.

The Night a Sonderkommando absolved God

May 1, 2019 by Yael Shahar Leave a Comment

A poem in honor of Yom HaShoah 5779. A Sonderkommando’s memories and the role of the living.

First Fruits of Spring: The April Jewish Book Carnival

April 15, 2018 by Yael Shahar Leave a Comment

What better time than Springtime to get out into nature with a good book? To get you started, here are some recommendations from around the Jewish blogosphere.

Non-Jewish Wine and the Perils of Halakhic Over-compensation

January 3, 2018 by Yael Shahar Leave a Comment

Halakhah must continually be updated and revised to take into account changing circumstances, but what is important is the process by which this takes place. Beit Shammai’s “Eighteen Rulings” provides a valuable lesson.

The August Jewish Book Carnival

August 14, 2017 by Yael Shahar 2 Comments

The Jewish Book Carnival: Some reading recommendations from around the Jewish blogosphere.

Havel Havelim: blogging on the edge of the abyss

July 18, 2015 by Yael Shahar 1 Comment

This week’s Havel Havelim kick’s off on Rosh Hodesh Av, a time of mourning for past tragedies and hope for future redemption. Many of this week’s developments remind us of how far we have to go, and how great a danger still hangs over us. But others remind us of how far we’ve come. May we continue to grow, learn, and become!

Haveil Havelim Jewish Blog Carnival

June 28, 2015 by Yael Shahar 2 Comments

This week’s Jewish Blog Carnival includes everything from recipes and gift ideas, to Torah musings and Jewish views on current events. Tune in and join the discussion!

Hannuka Edition: Havel Havelim

November 30, 2013 by Yael Shahar 3 Comments

As Hannuka gets under way, our weekly blog round up covers everything from the Limmud controversy to how Hannuka in Israel is different from anywhere else.

The Jewish Blog Carnival: First rains and muddy elections

October 25, 2013 by Yael Shahar 2 Comments

This week we cover the record low turnout for municipal elections, the sad censorship of Israeli sportsmen at the FINA World Cup swimming competition, and the tricky question of evangelical support for Israel. And last, but certainly not least, the first rains have fallen!

Jewish-Israel Blog Carnival aka Havel Havelim post Sukkot edition

September 29, 2013 by Yael Shahar 4 Comments

Welcome to the September 29, 2013 edition of Jewish-Israel blog carnival aka Havel Havelim. This is my first time hosting the blog carnival, and most of the blogs below are new to me. Plenty of thoughtful musings to help us ease back into the routine after a month of holidays.

Dazzling… Returning is an extraordinary and challenging book on many levels.
– Philip K. Jason, Washington Independent Review of Books

Intriguing! At times dark and haunting, at times lyrical and introspective, Returning resonates long after “the end”!
– Dan Sofer, author of the Dry Bones Society trilogy

Returning is a compelling, puzzling, remarkably honest story of a Jew’s sins against his people and his tradition, and of his search for forgiveness and restoration.
– Bill Tammeus, Faith Matters

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Yael Shahar

Yael Shahar

Yael Shahar is the author of Returning. She spent most of her career working in security and intelligence, with brief forays into teaching astronomy and physics. She now divides her time between researching trends in terrorism and learning Talmud with anyone who will sit still long enough.

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"In those circumstances we are reduced to bare existence, bereft of all that we once believed to define us. Naked, we have no pockets in which to store the things that we once used in the natural trade of human interactions. Instead, we come to value a different currency—our humanity. It is this currency that truly defines us, and even death cannot entirely devalue it. The more is taken away, the more we value what is left."

 

- Ovadya ben Malka, A Damaged Mirror

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“We stand on the edge of the abyss, across whose unknowable face we paint meaning so as not to see into it. It is always there. But we’re here too, and we are no less real than the abyss. We are no less meaningful for being transient creatures caught up in something too big for us. There is still value to our lives. I’ve learned that those things that are most fragile are also the most precious.”

 

― Ovadya ben Malka, A Damaged Mirror

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Excerpts from A Damaged Mirror

Main Topics

  • Book Reviews
  • Featured
  • Guest Posts
  • Halakhic Process
  • Hashkafah & Jewish Thought
  • Havruta with a One-Eyed Cat
  • Memory & History
  • Miscellaneous
  • Parashat HaShavua
  • Poetry
  • Returning
  • T'shuvah & Healing
  • The Jewish Year
  • Writing & Publishing

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