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The Night a Sonderkommando absolved God

May 1, 2019 by Yael Shahar Leave a Comment

A poem in honor of Yom HaShoah 5779. A Sonderkommando’s memories and the role of the living.

For Those Who Wrote: The attempts by the Birkenau Sonderkommando to leave a record

January 25, 2018 by Ovadya ben Malka Leave a Comment

A tribute to Zalman Gradowski and others among the Birkenau Sonderkommando who worked to get word out of what was happening in Birkenau-Auschwitz.

Message Delivered: A Sonderkommando speaks

January 25, 2018 by Yael Shahar Leave a Comment

Ovadya ben Malka, a former member of the Birkenau Sonderkommando has approached Rabbi Ish-Shalom in search of atonement and absolution. Instead, the rabbi has told him that no atonement is possible; he must tell all that he remembers and pay his debt to the dead. In this excerpt, Ovadya finally breaches the silence that has engulfed him since Birkenau.

In a Time of Persecution: The Sonderkommando & the Rabbi

January 12, 2018 by Ovadya ben Malka Leave a Comment

When does survival become a crime? When does choice become treason? And what must happen before we are forgiven? A survivor of the Birkenau sonderkommando gets more than he bargained for when he brings his past to a rabbi for judgment.

Priorities and Charity: A Sonderkommando’s lesson in humanity

January 6, 2018 by Ovadya ben Malka Leave a Comment

Even when all that defines us is stripped away, one thing remains–the ability to help others. In extending a hand to another we save ourselves as well.

Son of Saul and the role of art after the Holocaust

March 7, 2016 by Yael Shahar Leave a Comment

One of the crucial lessons of the Holocaust is that both victims and perpetrators were ordinary people—people like ourselves. Film and literature help to bring this lesson home by engaging our empathy. One piece of advice the rabbi gave Ovadya ben Malka is this: “One cannot keep alive the memory of thousands. It just is not possible. Instead, call to mind individuals. Not their deaths, but their lives.” In learning to see the victims as individuals—people like himself—Ovadya was led to acknowledge his own humanity as well.

Dazzling… Returning is an extraordinary and challenging book on many levels.
– Philip K. Jason, Washington Independent Review of Books

Intriguing! At times dark and haunting, at times lyrical and introspective, Returning resonates long after “the end”!
– Dan Sofer, author of the Dry Bones Society trilogy

Returning is a compelling, puzzling, remarkably honest story of a Jew’s sins against his people and his tradition, and of his search for forgiveness and restoration.
– Bill Tammeus, Faith Matters

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