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The Revival of the Dead: A Poem by Ovadya ben Malka

August 1, 2013 by Ovadya ben Malka Leave a Comment

Baruch Mechaye HaMetim — Blessed is He who revives the dead….
– from the thrice-daily Amida prayer

The dry bones are fleshed out again,
given a voice to speak:
We know what Revival of the Dead means.
We have lived it.

It means being reborn, maimed by the blows of life,
but with the opportunity to heal, the responsibility to atone
and the understanding that this second chance
is the greatest mercy of all.
The chance
to shed the unshed tears,
to mourn the unmourned loss,
to tell the untold fears.

It means being reborn to see death for what it is,
and to know that those things are most precious
that can be taken from us in the blink of an eye:
the touch of a loved one,
the warmth of belonging,
the shared joy of learning.

It means being reborn to know, if only for this moment,
that what can die is infinitely more precious
than cold immortality,
that eternity keeps faith with the life
that sleeps in the soil of being,
and that these are the fruits of Olam Haba.

It means being reborn in the time of our national renewal,
watching the seeds sown in darkness
sprout and blossom in a land reclaimed,
well-rested in her shmittah years,
fed by loneliness and silence
ready to yield the fruit of our tears.

It means being reborn to walk free from the prison of exile
out of the ashes,
out of the absence of God,
out of the knowing that there can be no awakening,
no renewal,
no hope,
no memory.
But hearing always the absent Voice whispering
Only for a moment…

It means remembering
the face of God that must never be seen
And knowing ourselves blessed.

ברוך מחייה המתים ברחמים רבים

 

Translation of Hebrew terms

Olam Haba. lit. “the next world”, the afterlife or the life of the spirit.

Smittah. The fallow year in which no crops are to be sown or harvested in Israel.

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About Ovadya ben Malka

Ovadya ben Malka was born in 1926 in Saloniki, Greece. At the age of seventeen he was deported, together with his mother and younger sister, to Birkenau. His family was killed on arrival. He survived nearly two months in the quarantine camp, outlasting most of those who arrived with him, but his survival was to cost him dearly. The rest of his story is told in Returning, Kasva Press, 2018.

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"In those circumstances we are reduced to bare existence, bereft of all that we once believed to define us. Naked, we have no pockets in which to store the things that we once used in the natural trade of human interactions. Instead, we come to value a different currency—our humanity. It is this currency that truly defines us, and even death cannot entirely devalue it. The more is taken away, the more we value what is left."

 

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“We stand on the edge of the abyss, across whose unknowable face we paint meaning so as not to see into it. It is always there. But we’re here too, and we are no less real than the abyss. We are no less meaningful for being transient creatures caught up in something too big for us. There is still value to our lives. I’ve learned that those things that are most fragile are also the most precious.”

 

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